the saliva and the glory

hello good people,
I am stressed.
I have to take care of the two guys like a mother. and I am not a mother. that is a feeling that i absolutely lack.
I sleep in tent while they sleep in houses/lodges. to save money. to save money for the lab, for the student assistent who is going to be mt personal slave next year, for going to a conference in Japan, for the unpredictable future.
I am tired of can beans.
I am tired of smelling bad.
I just want my 300 samples and the glory when i'll be back at the MPI, so my collegues will respect me. if i get only 280 samples they would not respect me so much, i guess.

what was i doing before leaving leipzig? i don't remember exactly. doing something with saliva from Cameroon that was not working, wasting reagents and gels. doing christmas parties.

christmas is coming and i am sweatting like a beast. and rainy season is there as well, to get things more complicated.
love, sweat and saliva and smell of wet dog.

K